The general state of suspense floating around my head this week is, while positive in nature, also a pain. Two things of a most important nature occupy my brain meats. One is of a professional nature, the other is a matter of the heart (and/or libido.)
I await results from an application for a new job. I have submitted a test to hopefully show my worthiness to their firm. It has been many days, and for this I hope to be rewarded. I need a new work-situation badly.
I also am resisting temptation to harass an acquaintance of mine regarding a query to her friend related to a small crush I might have. This conversation of theirs should have happened by now… and I am anxious to know what came up. Only silence exists. Do I ask how things went and risk seeming too eager? Or do I wait and play the ‘cool guy’?
For now I wait. They say patience is a virtue. So is determination. Being passive about such things has been my modus operandi thus far. See how well that has worked? Here is a hint, it hasn’t. It’s a method of risk avoidance that offers little in the way of possible success.
Resolution: After I finish this blog post I will contact the acquaintance to inquire as to the results… if any.
– Update [2009-09-30 15:15] –
Still waiting for response…