I have adopted a friend’s cat. The cat’s name is Shadow and she is a sweetie. Right now she is still not sure about her new home. She is very timid and has been hiding a lot. I’m sure once she gets settled in she will love her new home as much as I do.
~RyeNCode~
Dear heart,
It is true I can’t take your pain, though I wish I could.
It is true I don’t know your pain, though I can see how it hurts.
You feel now as though you have no worth. Please trust that you do.
Yep I’m single.
I’m not going to complain about being single or how hard it is to find that special gal. Instead I’m gonna talk about something that I miss that is related to being single.
I miss naughty talk. I miss talking dirty and suggestively with someone who just might not be teasing. I do like the teasing, but lets be clear: the teasing is most effective when there is the possibility of follow through.
I don’t profess to be a good dirty-talker. But I’m sure I’m not the worst. I enjoy that you can arouse your partner with words, eliciting a reaction by giving their imagination clues and direction. This cerebral stimulation can be lots of fun. There is a little more leeway in what is ‘acceptable’, you can experiment some and test the waters and that could lead to more exciting physical encounters.
~RyeNCode~
My stomach just did a back flip…
Funny how misreading a word or phrase could elicit such a physical response. I had to go back and read it over again. What I thought I had read, wasn’t there. But that fear of I thought I had seen remains.
~RyeNCode~
The general state of suspense floating around my head this week is, while positive in nature, also a pain. Two things of a most important nature occupy my brain meats. One is of a professional nature, the other is a matter of the heart (and/or libido.)
I await results from an application for a new job. I have submitted a test to hopefully show my worthiness to their firm. It has been many days, and for this I hope to be rewarded. I need a new work-situation badly.
I also am resisting temptation to harass an acquaintance of mine regarding a query to her friend related to a small crush I might have. This conversation of theirs should have happened by now… and I am anxious to know what came up. Only silence exists. Do I ask how things went and risk seeming too eager? Or do I wait and play the ‘cool guy’?
For now I wait. They say patience is a virtue. So is determination. Being passive about such things has been my modus operandi thus far. See how well that has worked? Here is a hint, it hasn’t. It’s a method of risk avoidance that offers little in the way of possible success.
Resolution: After I finish this blog post I will contact the acquaintance to inquire as to the results… if any.
~RyeNCode~
– Update [2009-09-30 15:15] –
Still waiting for response…