Yep I’m single.
I’m not going to complain about being single or how hard it is to find that special gal. Instead I’m gonna talk about something that I miss that is related to being single.
I miss naughty talk. I miss talking dirty and suggestively with someone who just might not be teasing. I do like the teasing, but lets be clear: the teasing is most effective when there is the possibility of follow through.
I don’t profess to be a good dirty-talker. But I’m sure I’m not the worst. I enjoy that you can arouse your partner with words, eliciting a reaction by giving their imagination clues and direction. This cerebral stimulation can be lots of fun. There is a little more leeway in what is ‘acceptable’, you can experiment some and test the waters and that could lead to more exciting physical encounters.
~RyeNCode~
My stomach just did a back flip…
Funny how misreading a word or phrase could elicit such a physical response. I had to go back and read it over again. What I thought I had read, wasn’t there. But that fear of I thought I had seen remains.
~RyeNCode~
The general state of suspense floating around my head this week is, while positive in nature, also a pain. Two things of a most important nature occupy my brain meats. One is of a professional nature, the other is a matter of the heart (and/or libido.)
I await results from an application for a new job. I have submitted a test to hopefully show my worthiness to their firm. It has been many days, and for this I hope to be rewarded. I need a new work-situation badly.
I also am resisting temptation to harass an acquaintance of mine regarding a query to her friend related to a small crush I might have. This conversation of theirs should have happened by now… and I am anxious to know what came up. Only silence exists. Do I ask how things went and risk seeming too eager? Or do I wait and play the ‘cool guy’?
For now I wait. They say patience is a virtue. So is determination. Being passive about such things has been my modus operandi thus far. See how well that has worked? Here is a hint, it hasn’t. It’s a method of risk avoidance that offers little in the way of possible success.
Resolution: After I finish this blog post I will contact the acquaintance to inquire as to the results… if any.
~RyeNCode~
– Update [2009-09-30 15:15] –
Still waiting for response…