Sounds like the condo is sold. “* This is now a firm sale*” is what is written.
I can’t really express what a relief this is right now. I’m emotionally drained by this to the point of tears… good tears but tears none the less.
This represents a big step for me personally on my growth as a person.
~RyeNCode~
A realization long building but only now really hitting home: My friend and flat-mate is an asshole.
He is still my friend, but really I’m getting sick of the BS. I gotta move out. Hopefully sooner rather than later. This will be good for me because 1) I need time and space of my own. 2) I want to be wholly responsible for myself, not depending on another or having them depend on me. 3) I need to begin associating with a different set of people.
I must elaborate on that last one. To my friends, you are my friends. I like you, that has not changed. However our life situations are divergent. Most of you are married and/or have children. That is awesome, you have great families and I’m happy for you all. But that isn’t where I am. I’m a single male in search of some play. I need to branch out and hang with people like me, in my age range, my social familial, and economic peers. That isn’t you.
I’m making steps towards expanding my social circle in ways that I feel are positive. That is people I want to spend time with. Not people my friends want me to spend time with or friends of friends whom I don’t like very much. This is me expanding my horizons and working on my personal growth.
My flat-mate, while also a single male, similar age, (and except for now being unemployed) is not in that group either. His values are different than mine, something that has come to the front of observable space. That is, today more than any other day Have I seen how much his values are different than mine, and that I don’t like his values (or lack of.)
Change is afoot. It is on the edge, waiting for the right set of butterfly wings to begin the landslide. I myself today have unleashed a butterfly or something less subtle.
When I return from the week long vacation beginning when I leave my workplace in… twenty minutes, I hope things have progressed. If not, I guess it would then be time to be even less subtle.
Subtle butterfly like Mothra.
~RyeNCode~
P.S.: Don’t steal my stuff when I’m gone. That would really be not cool.