No I don’t believe I’m a villain (but that is what villains believe.) I think I’m one of the good guys. Not a hero, just one of the good guys. I make mistakes, and some times do thinks that aren’t so good. Sometimes those aren’t mistakes. Such if life, absolutes rarely exist. Trying to live by absolute values is exercise in frustration. At some point we all be come hypocrites. Maybe because we learn something new and are forced to change our understanding of the world. Maybe the world changes, maybe we do. This isn’t evil by design, it is life.
We disappoint, covet, hate, take without asking, give nothing in return. Humans do this.
We care, love, cherish, give charity with no expectation of reward. Humans do this.